tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-55298598866573156792024-03-13T08:51:39.852-07:00High Heels and HighwaysMy view from the road...and miscellaneous thoughts along the way!Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03120286258409528029noreply@blogger.comBlogger12125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5529859886657315679.post-78966457094257798822013-01-14T11:49:00.003-08:002013-01-14T11:49:47.553-08:00The Importance of "Or"<br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I have always had a hard time picking ONE thing and sticking
with it. I like options. Not sure what my career path would be? No problem.
I'll double major. That way I can be a lobbyist, or an editor, or a journalist,
or a public relations professional (or an area manager for a highway
construction company--but we digress)--the point is, I had options. I didn't
have to choose, and I could do what I wanted when the time was right.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I think that buying into the "more is more"
culture that we live in daily is easy to do. However, sometimes more is just
more. More work, more sleep deprivation, more stress, more crunch. It means
less time, less sleep, less enjoyment. I knew that I was leery of working
full-time with a baby in tow, but it was for the superficial reasons: How did
it look to everyone else? Was the baby crying in the background? What if my
office is filled with non-work related items? How would people take me
seriously with a screaming infant in the backseat of my car? It never really
crossed my mind that I was leery of it because I couldn't do it, or even
because it would be hard. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">But it is hard. Really hard. There have been several
articles that I've read lately about women "having it all." They all
follow the same vein: Can we have it all? Is it possible? Were we lied to as
children? Is it really not possible? Honestly, I don't care if we can or can't.
The questions are, do we want it? Is having both a full-time career and
full-time family really better? In almost every aspect of my life, "BOTH!
Don't make me choose!" has seemed like the best answer possible. But is it
really best now?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">For many of us, the conjunction that ties our lives together
is "and". I want this AND this. I'll do this AND this. But the word
we need to choose is "or". "Or" is really hard to come by.
"Or" is hard to say. "Or"
means that we have to choose. That we have to let something go. "Or"
almost feels like admitting defeat--like I wasn't good enough to do it all. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Academically, I know that "or" is healthy. I know
that choices must be made, and that both of the proverbial paths cannot be
taken. But "or" also takes a lot of thought, a lot of effort, a lot
of sacrifice. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">This isn't an entry that is going to end with a huge
revelation. I have no idea when or where I will cut back on my "and's"
and add to my "or's". I really don't know what to choose or how to
choose. I'm not sure the best criteria to use. But I do know that something's
got to give. There is a reason that people are stay-at-home moms or full-time
working moms. There is a reason that there are daycare centers and nannies.
There's a reason that 40- and 50-something-year-old women are less qualified
for high-level jobs in government--many of them took time off to raise their
families. For the most part, their male colleagues didn't do the same thing.
Voila! There's a difference in qualifications--and a chasm between the genders.
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">The problem is that I don't want to miss out. I don't want
to miss out on any of Jack's firsts. I also don't want to miss out on any of
Maymead's firsts! I also feel responsible for providing for my family. But I
also feel responsible for Jack being a well-rounded, healthy, adjusted
child--whose mama isn't exhausted after full work days. BUT he won't be any of
these things if I keep running around like a crazy woman--trying to do all of
my AND's with him perched on my hip.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">It is time for some Or's. And I suppose this post is to be
continued... </span></div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03120286258409528029noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5529859886657315679.post-55653412912328692842012-10-16T13:01:00.001-07:002012-10-16T13:01:04.043-07:00The Truth<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I have tried to write a blog post a number of times in the last few months. Honestly, all of the baby-ness that has consumed my life doesn't seem to be very pertinent to highways or high heels. I've tried to tie Jack into a neat little blog about how precious he is and then move onto "work related topics," but that doesn't seem to work. I've tried to consider the feminist views of working with a baby in the office. Yes, you may refer to my post in December 2011 and call me a hypocrite. I wouldn't blame you--in fact, I feel like a hypocrite daily. And I still find our arrangement less than ideal, but this is survival mode. And honestly, none of my life is separate from Jack now. So, I'll write about being a mom, and consider highway topics one day in the future. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">This summer, I considered joining forces with several girl friends to write a blog from multiple perspectives of ladies in their twenties. Every post that I wrote for that blog was bleak. It was ugly. It was thinly veiled with humor, but it was clear: I was in a hole. I think that I have come out of the 6 or 8 week old baby hole, and life is starting to balance out nicely again. But it doesn't mean that it isn't hard. And this is what I've found: </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Everyone talks about the cute little cheeks. The smushy mouths. The warm cuddles. They are all fabulous. And I swear, I wouldn't trade this sweet baby for anything. In reality, I have one of the happiest babies that I know. In fact, I posted a picture of him crying the other day, just to prove that he does it. But it's still exhausting. And it's doubly exhausting to do it while working full-time. And it's triply exhausting to do it while working full-time WITH the baby. I am truly blessed to be able to bring him with me, but the pressure is almost crushing at times. I try to accomplish all of my tasks in a frenzy, while keeping the baby from making a peep. I try to make phone calls while he naps, but quietly, so that I don't wake him. I try to type one handed while I hold him, and bounce him on one leg, and take him out for lunch so that we have somewhere other than the office to be during the day. This is my struggle, but everyone has some kind of struggle when they have a baby--we may just not have the same ones.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">A dear friend blogged about her constant anxiety since she had her baby who is just days older than Jack. I don't think that I have constant anxiety, but I understand where she is coming from. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Someone else confessed that she wanted to see her doctor about what she suspected to be postpartum depression. I encouraged her to, because until early August, I had considered the same thing. But no one talks about this. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Someone else said that she thought it was supposed to be so much better than this. That her six week old son was sweet, and she loved him, but he was HARD. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I even quickly spoke with a friend in passing and confessed how tired I am. She confessed how tired she is, too. And then we let it hang. We didn't dig into it. We didn't share gripes or complaints, we just left it there. I almost feel like the conversation was tangible, and that if I walked back into her living room, I could pick it up. Literally. Why did we do that? We even laughed, dry, mirthless laughs...both knowing that if we actually told the truth, that we might be a little too vulnerable.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Why don't moms tell each other how hard it is, without trying to fix each other's problems? Why don't we say, I know that your struggle isn't the same as mine, but I do have a struggle. We complain about our husbands' constant desires to fix things when all we want to do is express our frustration, and then do it to each other. I know that it is well-meaning, but gosh, it's tiring. It's tiring to want to fix each other. And it's tiring to feel that you are the one being fixed. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">There is no doubt, that October is not a big black hole like July seemed to be. I am glad that I didn't write anything then! I can honestly say that four months is SO MUCH BETTER than six or eight weeks. But, wow, so much better is relative. And I'm trying not to wish away his baby days, because he is growing so quickly! I appreciate all of my well-meaning friends, but sometimes, a gripe is just a gripe. And let's be honest, sometimes it is just nice to know that other people's children aren't perfect, that life isn't all baking cookies and taking trips to apple orchards. And that other moms are struggling with learning how to be moms, too.</span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03120286258409528029noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5529859886657315679.post-65656254246538229802012-04-25T14:06:00.001-07:002012-04-25T14:06:33.505-07:00Primaries and the Gas Tax<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I have always loved politics. This is clearly inherited from my father. Bart didn't seem to get the bug. Mom and John each agree to play the game when it's necessary. But Dad and I? We love it.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I can't help but get excited when each political season rolls around. I know, it seems like there isn't a season that isn't political these days. And I can get frustrated with the non-stop media spiels when it seems like they are just "making" news for the heck of making news. However, now that we are into the primaries, and North Carolina's is gearing up in two weeks, I'm ready to jump in. If there's a candidate speaking at one of my meetings, I'll be there. If there's a party or a rally to attend, I'll most likely drag John along. If there's a political sticker or button to wear, it's mine. I even vote on election day, just so that I can wear my "I Voted" sticker all day long, instead of voting ahead of time and feeling silly wearing my sticker all alone.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">That being said, I've done some research on my MANY options for every office that can be elected in Iredell County. Unfortunately, in North Carolina, you must be affiliated with a party in order to participate in the primaries. This really goes against my Gen Y perspective to vote for the person--the candidate with the good ideas--rather than the letter attached to someone's name. However, this frustration is somewhat lessened by the knowledge that over 85% of Iredell County is Republican. You would think that would limit your options, but when there are 8 Republicans (and often no Democratic primaries at all) to choose from in any given race, it seems as though the choices are fairly broad (relatively speaking).</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I specifically have spent some time researching my local NC senate and house candidates. It's these people who most impact the state funding streams for highway construction. While I am not going to publicly endorse or denounce any individual, I would like to share what was said in a lunch meeting that I attended today:</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">This candidate has been privy to the Republican caucus discussions in Raleigh (doesn't give much away, does it? Ha!) In this meeting of business people in the Statesville area, this person announced that it was the Republican caucus' primary goal to "attack the gas tax" during this session. This person also claimed that it was the gas tax that was hurting the economy, making it harder for people in the state of North Carolina to make ends meet, and that as long as the projects that he/she supported weren't cut, there should be no problem with decreasing our already inadequate tax. Unfortunately, or fortunately, this person is very charismatic, seems to have huge support, and can make these broad reaching statements without much push-back from the group that was assembled. This person, many people would say, is that shoe-in for the Republican nomination for the seat he/she is running for...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">In light of this, please let me share some actual FACTS with you:</span><br />
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<li><span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Capping the gas tax at the levels proposed will save the average North Carolina driver $13.00-$30.00 PER YEAR. This is about $1.00-$2.50 PER MONTH. I'm not so sure that $1.00/month is causing any particular individual in the state heartburn.</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Capping the gas tax at the levels proposed will cut the highway construction budget by almost $100 million this year alone. The highway fund is currently under-funded, with existing gas tax revenues. Cutting it an additional $100 million could be devastating. </span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">The cut in revenues could put thousands of construction jobs at risk. Aren't all politicians claiming that job creation is the number one priority of their campaigns? How does saving drivers $0.25 per week justify adding to the unemployment levels of our state? </span></li>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I started this post by saying that I love politics, and I truly do. This season, and every season, how each political candidate plans to impact highway funding is of utmost importance when I decide how to vote. I hope that you also care about your state's roads and general infrastructure. But more importantly, I hope that you look at what is most important to you and research the candidates' opinions on those topics. Too many people go to the polls with no idea what the person they vote for believes or truly supports.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I'll leave you with a quote from Republican NC Senator Bill Rabon when cutting the gas tax was voted on (and defeated) last session: <i>"I'm not going to be the one to say, 'Hey, I'm the guy who saved you $23 on gasoline taxes, and I'm really sorry about the school bus that your kid was on that fell through the bridge that we didn't repair.'"</i></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I hope we have enough political will and common sense to keep this perspective as the dominant one in the NC legislature. NC voters are the ones who need to guarantee that we do, and not fall for good-looking charisma or hyperbole...otherwise, what seems like an overstated assessment by Senator Rabon could be our reality.</span></div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03120286258409528029noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5529859886657315679.post-8380849927199277282012-01-23T06:22:00.000-08:002013-04-13T10:15:38.269-07:00Bid Day<div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Most people in this world have no idea what they are. People often ask why I'm attending a "wedding" on a Tuesday. It used to frustrate me, but now I just laugh. I'll say, "No, not a <i>wedding</i>. <i>A letting</i>--a bid letting. It's how we get work." Most of the time, the conversation ends there because it's a foreign, somewhat boring-sounding concept. While the concept may sound boring, the actual process of a letting is anything but boring. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">The "older" generation tells the "younger" generation how much we've missed out on; how the lettings used to be about relationships, gathering with other folks from the industry who lived around the state, and all-nighters to work on strategy and tweaking numbers. Fortunately, I am <i>just barely</i> old enough to know what they are talking about. Sometime in the mid-nineties, it was the rage to purchase a computer, a massive printer with rolls of paper, and floppy disks. These would accompany you on your monthly journey to each state capitol and would make you super-high tech during the process. It only required two whole hotel luggage carts to get this modern technology into your hotel room. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I know this for a fact, because as a child, my father employed my willingness to endlessly enter numbers into a computer. At first, he only used my skills at home. Once I had proven that I was capable of listening to and entering accurate numbers, he decided that I could progress in my responsibility. On a few rare occasions, most likely during summer break, he felt that it made sense for me to join him in Nashville to enter his numbers into the computer for him. This was a special treat. I got to travel with my daddy, stay up late, and enjoy the Krispy Kreme doughnuts and Krystal cheeseburgers that arrived at the hotel promptly at midnight. I got to meet the people who my father respected and talked about when he was discussing jobs. I got to feel the energy and the tension that is generated by a group of people who know they must be low in order to be awarded a job, but high enough to cover their costs and make a profit. And I got to witness exactly what a bid letting felt like. I am probably one of the few people in my 20s to have this experience, since none of us were of working age to have experienced this professionally. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Fast-forward to 2011. All state-wide lettings are electronic. There is no gathering of the industry--everyone works from what is most likely a number of sleekly designed laptops, all inside a home office. There is no dash to deliver the sealed envelope--a bid is sent with a click of a button. There are no Krispy Kremes or Krystals, but that probably has something to do with being headquartered in Mountain City. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">In our office, what remains, though, is the energy. The days leading up to the third Tuesday of every month are filled with energy. This was most clearly exhibited during the December NCDOT letting. It is common for the State of North Carolina to let their paving projects in the winter. This allows the contractors who are awarded the project time to plan for the project, line up subcontractors, and coordinate the work with the State. It also allows us to work on these projects during the entire paving season. What is not common is for all of the counties we would normally bid to be in the exact same letting. They would typically be spread out over 2 or 3 months. This year they were not. We bid 10 jobs in one day. To say that there was energy in the office on December 20 (and many days before), would be a huge understatement. All hands were on deck for our biggest letting day of the year. Boo-boos were unacceptable. Uh-ohs could not be allowed. To screw up one job is rough, to screw up on 10 jobs could be disastrous. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">The amazing part to me, is that with all of this pressure, our office maintained a light-hearted approach to the day. One of our head estimators has been with Maymead since I was a toddler. He has taught me how to run our systems, how to compare quotes, and how to enter things in the way that "Pard" likes them. One of our other estimators has been with Maymead almost as long. He taught me how to swim when I was three. He has also taught me much of the spec books and how to understand the nuances of the mix designs. My father runs the ship, but relies on them and many others. He is truly a master of strategy, a numbers wizard, and a shrewd businessman. However, in the middle of it all, he takes the time to explain to Bart and me why he looks at items in certain ways, how bonding on a particular job works, or to answer any of our other questions. These three men have worked with each other for over 20 years. So while we may not have had Krystals at midnight, when we went home to eat spaghetti that my mom had prepared before going back to the office to keep working, it was like having family dinner. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Many people say that the transportation industry is like a big family. And I think that many people across each of the states that we work in would agree. It is unfortunate that the contractors don't come from around the state to bid work in a central location because the younger generation misses out on the exposure to other experienced people from across the state. But I am fortunate to have received the tutelage that I receive each month within our own corporation. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">It is absolutely impossible to describe the electricity associated with any bid day. Faxes blare, emails ding, phones ring off the hook, and people run up and down the halls all day. It is necessary to keep focus on the hundreds of numbers on any given computer screen or quote page. Likewise, balancing the numbers with the descriptions of a work item in the ever-changing spec book or proposal is critical. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Honestly, the set up may not be in a capitol city's hotel, but I'm not sure that a whole lot of the process has changed. The excitement may not be quite the same as when I was in awe of the hot Krispy Kremes, but being tasked with assisting in the process of ensuring that we have work for our company day-in and day-out has a responsibility, electricity and enjoyment all of its own.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">The technology may be more advanced, and the venue a little less swanky, but I'm still entering numbers for my daddy. And enjoying every minute of it.</span></div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03120286258409528029noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5529859886657315679.post-71040746735327262782011-11-26T14:04:00.000-08:002011-11-26T14:04:31.071-08:00High Heels, Highways, and High Chairs...<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Well, my last post chronicled our West Coast travels, but left out one very important detail: while we were driving between Sacramento and Santa Rosa, we spoke with my OBGYN's office and learned that, in fact, we were expecting a baby. We felt fairly certain that we knew what the doctor's office would say when I spoke with them, but it didn't make the confirmation any less exciting or terrifying. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">We are now about 8 weeks past that initial conversation, and the information is still overwhelming. Of course, it's fun. It's exciting. We are blessed to have wonderful, supportive and thrilled families. Our baby will have double the biological aunts and uncles that I have ever had, and at least a dozen "aunts" and "uncles" in our dear friends, all of whom have taken a special interest in our "peanut," "Baby H," or "legacy" (depending on your favorite nickname.) </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Yesterday, John was brave enough to tell me that I was an incredibly hard pregnant woman to describe. Fortunately, his explanation struck me as humorous and accurate. Anyone who knows me well knows that I am typically a type A, moderate control freak. I like to have a plan. I like for the plan to go my way. I will typically go the extra mile to make sure that things are done the "right" way. However, as he has observed, this pregnancy has both heightened that trait and relaxed it at the same time. The things that I am deeply convicted about needing to happen need to happen right then. There is no way to do it but the way I want it done. And I most frequently want it done immediately. Fortunately for my husband's sanity, there are fewer things that I feel that strongly about. More things can wait. More things don't HAVE to happen. Life goes on without another side dish, an unnecessary cake, or extra home projects. Pickles, salsa, apple butter and jellies were not made this year--and that's OK. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">And I have no idea what I am going to do about work. As more people in my workplace know our news, the question is asked more frequently. And I have no idea what the answer is. As much as I feel that I am an "empowered, twenty-first century woman," I still feel that it is inappropriate to take a baby to the office. Some of my early memories of particular women in our industry were speaking to them on the phone with a screaming infant in the background. These particular women expected me to halt my business conversation to tend to the needs of their children, resume the conversation, and discuss their children instead. This hit me as particularly unprofessional and left a lasting impact (and made me realize how we as women undermine ourselves by assuming that our personal and professional lives can easily meld together because they are important to us--without realizing how imposing that is on other people.) I am not saying that emergencies don't happen, that an occasional work day from home won't be necessary, and that children can be expected to be silent just because a phone rings. However, having children at work as the norm is not very attractive to me (nor does it seem particularly professional.) </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">My view of the world is that if we're somewhere, we should experience it to the fullest, otherwise we're just cheating ourselves (fortunately for us both, John generally agrees with this sentiment.) So, we saw wine country and the San Francisco area, to the fullest! </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">As I rode and mostly listened, my father told him our basic stories: how we grew in the North Carolina marketplace, the genesis of the asphalt plants from the quarry in Mountain City, and our family's basic history. At one point, he actually turned around and said, "I bet Sis is tired of hearing this story." And while I was glad to be included in getting to know this gentleman, I was truly tired of the story--and many of the other stories. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I remember being in high school and being told that we should listen to the stories of our parents and grandparents because they were important to who we are, who they are, and the lessons that come from them. I remember trying to listen to stories that I had heard 1,000 times with renewed interest. There were times that I could find that interest, and occasionally times that I couldn't. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">As I rode in the back seat of the car last week, I remember thinking: "Yes, we KNOW that you had that conversation. We KNOW that the agreement worked a particular way. Yes, we KNOW..." I also acknowledge that those were not fair thoughts. The individual who my father was speaking to didn't know any of this. In fact, he knew little about us, and these stories are key to why I even have a job and why our company's geographic footprint is what it is. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">And then, as the conversation continued, our guest asked a question that I have never asked. One that seems most obvious, but I had never taken the time to contemplate: What is the family name that gets carried through the farm? In the last 3 generations, I knew the answer to this question: concisely, the answer is "Mount". Ganny and Uncle Bud were Mounts, their father was a Mount, and it just so happens that my father is a Roark because my grandmother married a Roark. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">But this wasn't my father's reply at all. He simply said, "It changes. For whatever reason, the farm has always been passed down through a woman's side." He then went on to trace the lines (which we know for 10 generations). Ganny (his mother) was a Mount married to a Roark, her mother was a Brown married to a Mount, her mother was a.... (I lost track, but could come up with the rest of the genealogy fairly quickly.) Somewhere in there are Wagners and Vaughts and a host of other local family names that all blend together to create my family. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">What a strange response. Our visitor thought so, too. He asked if there were contracts to this effect (there are not,) he asked if there were no boys (in many cases there were boys). How strange for a piece of property (whose owners date back to the 1700s) not to be passed from father to son, time and time again. For whatever reason, it is not just the Brown or Wagner or Vaught Family Farm. It's a farm that has been known by many names. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">For some reason, this resonated strongly with me. Probably because I am now a Harbin, and I have occasionally mourned the loss of my maiden name. As a woman in the family, with a new name, I was proud to think of those women, who decade after decade in a patriarchal society, kept their farm and gave it to their children. What resolve, luck, and courage that took. And what responsibility it places on Bart and me, to keep the same land intact for our families. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">As Dad concluded his stories about our family, company, and the farm, he said what he always says, "That and a quarter won't get you a cup of coffee at Hardee's these days, but we think it's pretty neat." </span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03120286258409528029noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5529859886657315679.post-69420277187706754782011-08-26T05:04:00.000-07:002011-08-26T05:18:46.443-07:00My Plans Include a Horse<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">My future plans include a horse.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">In the last five days, I have traveled 1,104 miles. Of these 1,104 miles, all but 50 of them have been on a four lane, split highway or in an urban setting. This type of travel lends itself to fast food, mindless radio listening, and the occasional phone call. The high speed of the interstate and the hustle-bustle of Mooresville's rush hour traffic keep me keyed up. I have trouble drifting off to sleep and experience frequent heartburn.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I am biased towards thinking that the Blue Ridge Mountains are one of the most beautiful places in the world. While our current little piece of the world is not truly in the mountains, or even in the foothills, if we're really honest about it, there is a very pleasant, comforting roll to the land. My road this morning dipped, rose, and turned ever so slightly as I traipsed through the rural landscape. And it was there that it hit me: my future holds a horse. Not just a horse itself, but everything that goes with a horse: extra space, a field with a fence and lots of grass, area for dogs to run and children to play without dodging vehicles. I'm not making a family announcement, and I'm not in any rush for this change of pace. But, there is certainly an edge to life when the trip home feels like an arcade game where the driver dodges all obstacles on the course. Suicidal neighborhood cats, unsupervised children, and teenage drivers are all part of the daily hazards.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">For several years now, I have told my Mountain City and Statesville friends that my living requirements include Target, Harris Teeter, Starbucks and the YMCA within one mile, and I have achieved this. And it's wonderful for us. We have every modern convenience available at our finger tips--and designed it exactly that way. I love our home, our access, and our walk-wherever-we-want lifestyle. BUT...many of my best childhood memories involve a horse: taking sugar cubes to feed the mares after school, laughing at the colts when they'd play in the pasture in front of the Maymead office, and riding through the hay fields like they'd go on forever. This is not something that can be replicated with a sushi bar within a quarter mile.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Maybe this is nostalgia, or maybe this is great up-bringing. I recently read a <a href="http://juliaeverheart.hubpages.com/hub/Why-Horses-Are-Good-for-Little-Girls">blog</a> (click on the link to see the post shared by Amy Lee) that discussed the value of horseback riding for young girls. And I thought that the author was absolutely spot-on. Manipulating something bigger than you with a gentle nudge, learning the responsibility of mucking stalls, and understanding the strength and potential danger of such a large animal are all valuable lessons. And how wonderful it feels to combine the power, the pride, and exhilaration of all of the hard work, companionship, and respect that goes into the horse and rider relationship. There is really nothing else like it.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">The horse isn't the only part of this equation. The horse represents so much more. I want my dogs to run without leashes or fences (where I'm not required to pick up their potty). I want my kids to play without traffic. I want to sunbathe without neighborhood children arriving in my yard. To heck with the conveniences. On mile 800-and-something yesterday, I realized that I bought a $2.00 cup of coffee without batting an eye. Not a latte, not a frappe, a 12 ounce cup of coffee. I have been known to agonize over a $12.00 bag of beans in the store, that will last us for weeks, but I dropped $2.00 without seriously considering it, just because I was on the road. One day, I'm going to brew a WHOLE POT OF COFFEE in my house, and actually be there to drink it. Preferably on a porch. Without neighbors. Where the dogs can run. And my kids can go love on their horse. Forget Target. I'll make a weekly run to Harris Teeter with an actual list and buy everything that I need for the week--without forgetting mustard. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I don't know when and I don't know where (although I would imagine we'll be somewhere in Iredell County,) but I can assure you, my future plans include a horse. </span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03120286258409528029noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5529859886657315679.post-90443976094469793712011-07-05T08:40:00.000-07:002011-07-05T08:40:10.251-07:00How to Talk to (Little) Girls<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I have seen several people share an article by Lisa Bloom entitled <a href="http://www.huffingtonpost.com/lisa-bloom/how-to-talk-to-little-gir_b_882510.html">"How to Talk to Little Girls."</a> It is a fascinating article where Lisa shares her conscious efforts to speak to little girls as if they are more important than their appearances. This seems like an incredibly obvious goal, but when I consider my conversations with two-year-old Sophie Worsham, I realize that I am hard-pressed to talk about anything besides her gorgeous curls, her beautiful "big girl" pearl necklace, or the color of her toe nails. Granted, she's two and a half. But, as Lisa points out, like most children, Sophie loves books. She devours them like candy, and is bright enough to tell me about them. Unfortunately, I have fallen in the little girl conversation trap. Even with my Girls Preparatory School background where we were told we could do and be anything we wanted, all of my sorority training in self-defense and leadership opportunities, and now in an industry where I feel I am making some headway with gender, I fall into the little girl conversation trap. How is this possible? And what does it say about our society when someone as socially aware of potential gender gaps as I am, flubs it up as well? </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Fast forward from Sophie. Our little girl conversations translate into real gender issues when dealing with women. If from a young age, we condition our children to think of girls as pretty, dainty, beautiful, and sexy without conditioning them to think of girls as equal, strong, and capable, then we are embracing a society where women are not equal to men. Because like it or not, "pretty" and "dainty" just don't measure up to "strong" and "capable." I have had two personal encounters in the last week where I have found this to be incredibly true.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">The first situation has been at YMCA boot camp. There were eight of us enrolled in the class. After a few days, I measured myself up as in the 50th percentile--let's be honest, I'm pretty competitive, and am aware of where I stand. I would not claim to be the strongest, most athletic, or most coordinated. But, I knew that from working out over the last few years, I could hang right in the middle of the pack. Unfortunately, the other two women who were originally part of the group have fallen by the wayside (one, of which, I measured up to be top 2-3 in the class with her abilities.) This left me and the men. One of the men is an older gentleman, who is clearly not in the best shape of his life. He should be proud of his commitment and that he is trying to work on his fitness level, but at this point, I can run circles around him. Somehow, though, he has decided that he and I are on the same playing field. As the only female left in the group, he considers me inferior in my abilities. In fact, his joke today was that he's next to last in line, but that I'm last. I refrained from pointing out that I'm last because I've been nice to him and didn't want him to look so obviously out of shape. Additionally, the instructor likes for me to go behind him because I don't crowd him. But this guy has spent the last 60 years of his life thinking that women aren't as capable as he is. His manners are plenty nice. He's happy to hold the door for me. But the thought that I could be in better physical shape that he is, blows his mind. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">In a separate situation, there was an employee at Maymead who I went to bat for last week. He is a young kid, had done a decent job, and needed a slight raise. I asked for it, got it, and told him. Instead of being grateful, within two days, he was hanging out in the office saying that everything that needed to be done for the day was finished--at 9:30am. That clearly wasn't true. I sent him back to do something else. Within an hour, he was back in the office, ready to go home. So I sent him to do something else. Rarely do I directly assign tasks, but this guy clearly needed direction--which I gave him. He came back in the office a few more times, the last of which I told him that it was obvious to me that he just needed to leave work. If he had something to take care of, he should have let someone know--but that I didn't have time for excuses and general bull. I told him to leave for the day, handle his personal life, and come back on Thursday. I assumed this is what he did. Until he rolled in on Thursday, took way too long to half-way perform a task, and then left without permission. So I gave him a warning today. I didn't get worked up, I explained what his short-comings were, that it was a warning, but that if he didn't get it together, he would lose his job. Now, if ANY of my male counterparts had done this, they might have gotten a glare, some hesitation, and then the warning sheet would have been signed. I've never seen it work any other way. But at 5'2", I suppose I look like someone who can be argued with. Unfortunately for him, I am not. I told him to sign it or not, but to get back to work; the facts were the facts. This is also a statement that could have been made by a number of men in my work-life, that would have gotten little-to-no reaction. But not me. I'm supposed to be "dainty" and "pretty," without an original thought. So he decided that I was a "damn bitch." Uh-oh. I can tell you that this "dainty" and "pretty" 5'2" lady (or "damn bitch," if you prefer) fired his tail. It's unfortunate for him that this was the situation. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I'm not making excuses for him, but if he hadn't been raised to think that women can be run over, he might still have a job. If he hadn't decided, somewhere down the line, that he had to accept authority from men but not from women, he would have signed the stupid warning sheet and gone back to work. And if he hadn't grown up thinking that women don't have original thoughts, he wouldn't have tried lying last week, instead of admitting he had an issue that he needed to handle. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Lisa seems to have hit the nail on the head. But it's really not about baby dolls and princess shoes, and it's not even just about little girls. Little boys understand how adults treat little girls, too. Little boys need the message that their female peers are just as capable and smart as they are. It's important so that grown up men will understand this too.</span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03120286258409528029noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5529859886657315679.post-24726226309725650672011-06-14T16:26:00.000-07:002011-06-14T18:10:18.351-07:00Time for the High Heels Part...<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I am currently reading <u>The Happiness Project</u> by Gretchen Rubin. She says she wrote this book, not out of extreme unhappiness, but in an effort to identify ways to improve her already-quite-happy life; I have decided to read her book and choose some of her principles to apply to my life as well. While I have found the reading interesting, the most poignant phrase thus far has been: </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">"...both men and women find relationships with women to be more intimate and enjoyable than those with men. Women have more feelings of empathy for other people than men do...In fact, for both men and women--and this finding struck me as highly significant--the most reliable predictor of not being lonely is the amount of contact with women." </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Now, I do not intend to make this an uber-feminist blog or blog posting, but I have found this statement to be incredibly true in my life. One of the most unsatisfying parts of many of my days has been a lack of interaction with females. The construction industry is making a number of attempts to recruit women, but there's no argument that it is still largely a boys' club. One of my lifelines has been the few (but growing) industry relationships that I have been fortunate to find. Some of these women might even be surprised to know that they've made an impact, since we've had infrequent contact. But the simple knowledge that they are out there, or a brief conversation at a larger meeting, is enough interaction to boost my perspective. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">1. Various EEO Officers. I have said on more than one occasion that when I walk into a room at an industry event, I do a mental tally of women in the room. I have never found more than half a dozen in one place--until my first EEO officer training session. It was there that I FOUND THE WOMEN! Apparently, construction firms have decided that their EEO officers should be minorities, and women fit the bill. This is quite empowering to me, since these people (myself included) are tasked with ensuring that opportunities are afforded to anyone qualified for a position--regardless of race or gender. Finding women at this seminar was awesome! </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">2. Christie Barbee, Carolina Asphalt Pavement Association. Christie has the job that I thought I wanted when I graduated from college--she lobbies on the state level in North Carolina and runs CAPA. She is an incredibly accomplished woman and has interacted with more than her fair share of men in the construction industry for a number of years. Her approach to running meetings, being light-hearted but professional at the same time, and speaking up for her cause has been a wonderful source of inspiration to me. It has also taught me that sometimes I should be glad that I didn't get what I wanted--wearing blue jeans a few days a week to work really is very nice. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">3. Blair Williamson, S.L. Williamson Co. Blair is the president of her family's highway construction company, and has been involved in her family's business for two decades. She has been a fixture at the Old Dominion Highway Contractor's Association for as long as I can remember and is well-respected in the industry--not as a successful woman, but as a successful business-person. She has always held her own at any table of construction industry execs--and is often asked her opinion, which is one of the highest compliments that can be given. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">4. Paula Grant Shuford, Herman Grant Co. Inc. Paula has been a new source of inspiration to me via technology. As the owner of her family's asphalt plant parts and equipment company, she has also been in the minority when it comes to her gender and her profession. As a fellow Girls Preparatory School alumna, and a friend of my parents, Paula and I have connected via Facebook. It is wonderful to have one of my posts validated by a simple "like" button, or a comment along the lines of "so true!" Simply knowing that someone else has similar thoughts or interactions (such as being accused of "only being the receptionist who obviously can't make a decision" by a telemarketer) goes a long way to keeping me inspired during the day. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">5. May Roark, Maymead, Inc. My grandmother is one of the most respected individuals in our company. At 81 years old, she commands the respect, fear and prompt response of over 200 men daily. She rocks. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">6. Mary Katherine Wright Salyer, Wright Brothers Construction Co. Inc. Mary and I have very literally grown up together--from summer jobs at our companies, to our first full-time positions, we have commiserated and celebrated every minor milestone or aired each tiny gripe. We will grow old together in the midst of all of these men.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">These women have made a difference to my professional and personal life with their simple presence, kind words, and trail blazing. They have helped to make high heels a more common sight in the construction board room, and I thank them for that. </span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03120286258409528029noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5529859886657315679.post-89901113732613357462011-06-01T10:35:00.000-07:002011-06-02T05:49:12.282-07:00Construction Lifts Economy<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I just ran across an article entitled <a href="http://www.nytimes.com/2011/06/01/us/01storm.html?hp">"Reconstruction Lifts Economy After Disasters."</a> In this article, the author goes to great lengths to discuss how complete devastation, brought about by natural forces, can be a good thing for the economy. While this sounds heartless, he makes sure to state that the recent tornadoes should never be considered a positive occurrence. But since they happened, one of the effects has been to put a number of people back to work. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Now, I follow his logic. Power lines, telephone towers, roads, bridges, homes, offices--they all have to be repaired. But my question is this: Why does it take a natural disaster for us to employ people who do this kind of work? The obvious answer, from someone who spent much of last week explaining this exact problem to our Congressmen and women, is funding. There is no funding for repairs to power lines, telephone towers, roads, bridges, homes and offices--unless they are destroyed beyond imagination. Taking this to an extreme, our approach, as Americans, is that if it is broken, but not completely obsolete, there is no reason to pay for any kind of upgrade or basic maintenance. But if it gets destroyed, we will pay for it from the beginning. This is like saying that you aren't willing to put freon in your air-conditioning unit, but when it burns itself up, you'll be willing to stroke the check for a new unit. (Mechanically-inclined people can forgive me, if this isn't an excellent illustration.) </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I am not advocating against rebuilding these areas. Far from it. But I am confused by why, with an over-abundance of homes in the market, we will rush to rebuild new homes, instead of considering relocation. Why we will allow our bridges to fall before our very eyes, but aren't willing to pay for improved structural soundness to ensure their stability. Or why we will allow so many individuals in our nation to live without internet, while the rest of us have it at our fingertips. Private homes are one thing (and certainly a topic for each individual to decide upon), but I am blown away that we can pay the <a href="http://www.usatoday.com/money/perfi/taxes/2010-05-10-taxes_N.htm">lowest tax rates since 1950</a> and still be unwilling to pay for our infrastructure. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I will not pretend that I don't have a dog in the fight. For generations, my family has been able to run a successful construction business because of government funding. Individuals don't typically pay for roads--it's just the way that it works. But our nation's infrastructure is much larger than roads and bridges. When people laugh at President Obama when he calls for <a href="http://www.speedmatters.org/blog/archive/pres.-obama-features-high-speed-internet-in-state-of-the-union/">high speed internet</a> across the country, it's not a laughing matter. There are children right here in Appalachia who don't have indoor bathrooms, much less access to the internet. How will those children be able to compete in a world, where other youngsters entertain themselves with their parents' iPhones and understand the basic functions of touch screens before they are two? In the same vein, North Carolina has an initiative to pave dirt roads. How is it possible that in 2011, there are still public roads in the U.S. that are unpaved? More than that, how are there people in the U.S. who aren't willing to pay to pave roads that are currently dirt? </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">The devastation suffered in Missouri, Alabama, Georgia, Tennessee and Virginia is something that we all have to respond to. I feel that there is a moral obligation to help those who have been affected by the worst tornado season on record. But I also feel that we should respond to the needs of our nation, outside of natural disasters. Consider how many more men and women could get back to work, if we devoted consistent funding to the infrastructure of our nation (for every $1 billion spent on highway infrastructure, 28,000 jobs are supported.) If we fail to do so, we may have a very different disaster on our hands: the disaster of uneducated children, inaccessible goods and services, and infrastructure that collapses around our ears. This has been the message of the economic recovery since the stimulus bill. But the bill caused so much consternation, and the funds were spent in so many different directions, that the impact it could have had--if funneled to infrastructure--was weakened. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">It's amazing to me, that we have been debating this for almost 30 months (that's how long it's been since ARRA passed), and it takes a natural disaster to bring the focus back to the importance of our infrastructure and it's ability to buoy our whole economy, if we are willing to invest the necessary funds to do so. The men and women in Washington should not just respond to infrastructure needs because they are required to. And they honestly shouldn't be afraid of constituents who are worked up over paying a few more dollars in taxes every year. We are not over-taxed, but we are under-funded. They should invest in infrastructure needs of all kinds because it is the right thing to do. It should not require funnel clouds a mile wide to spur action. And it's pathetic that the only action taken is action that is not optional, but spurred on by emergency needs. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">One day we will wake up and realize that all of the "optional" spending that we've been debating really wasn't "optional," either. Right now, our national air conditioning unit could use some freon. And if we wait too long, we may wind up buying the whole unit. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Dr. Oakes, one of my English professors at Furman, posted this article that ran in the New York Times on May 31, and it really spoke to me. As a 2007 graduate of Furman University, I do not consider myself a "recent graduate," but parts of this article really resonated. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I have been contemplating a blog for some time, but couldn't decide what it should be about. This article really seemed to be the catalyst for my idea. Life isn't always what you expect. Life isn't always what you plan for. This comes as a great shock and disappointment to a consummate planner like myself. But the point isn't that life hasn't worked out as I wanted it to (because many parts really have!)--the point is that no one should know EXACTLY what they want out of life at the infinitely knowledgeable age of 21. Life is about learning, growing, and experiencing. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Whether it is about finding new challenges, ways to become a better person, learning more about myself and the people around me, or growing as a believer, life is full of turns in the road, and I'm happy to share those with you.</span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03120286258409528029noreply@blogger.com0